Health wake-up call
The outside looked successful. The inside did not.
After years in tech, startups, and consulting, my body started sending signals I could not ignore: chest pain, racing heart, low energy, and a sense that the operating system was overloaded.
Self-experimentation
Nutrition, fasting, light, breath, and cold became a lab.
I went deep into performance and recovery tools because I needed answers. Some experiments helped. Some were incomplete. The useful lesson was that the body has to be listened to, not forced.
Business collapse
Letting go made the pattern obvious.
When my software consulting business stopped feeling alive, I had to admit that achievement without recovery was not working. The same tools rebuilding my health were pointing toward a different kind of work.